A bit of mercy for a hopeless soul

One starless night, a lost soul in a cold lost country received of a gray angel. Even with no wings and tainted by the dirtiness of the world she was able to illuminate the poor lost soul with a wonderful smile. Once stood in front of the soul, the angel blitz against him and embraced you with such a warm gentleness that melt something inside of this soul. Something that he tried to freeze in order to survive. After that, the soul, still confused took the angel with him to a borrowed refugee were he was living. There, this lost soul who only knows pain tried to release all this suffering in the angel trying to look for his own doom in hoping to finally disappear. looking the ending of his own existence, the soul got in shock when the angel instead of give him the final blow she start to spread tears for him that becomes stars in the middle of that sorrowful night.
The lost soul who was enduring and looking for the death stayed disarmed against the wonderfulness of the angel and the walls he build inside of him to survive one by one start to melt until unconsciously words of affections start to came again from his heart in a way of gratitude to the angel. Also the lost soul, grateful by the unconscious love of this angel tried to push the angel to clean her gray wings and recover her pureness and help her to express all the love she have inside. But the words of the angel weren't enough to purify such a benevolent kind angel make him really unfortunate for his inside. Whoever, the nostalgic happiness came inside of the lost soul making it just for once more take the angel and become one with her. But the angel declined excusing herself without explanations.
That night the angel decided to stay beside the lost soul and for the first time in a long time the lost soul felt asleep in completely peace.
In the next morning. Unfortunately the kind angel disappeared just leaving a nostalgic feeling of love inside of the lost soul. Yet, incapable of crying the lost soul wander again in a cold country from night to night contemplating the stars that born from the angel eyes, wishing that some day that angel can find her happiness with someone who can complete her and will be able to smile again and who knows, maybe the soul might find an angel who wants to accompany in the uncertain future...
as long as we can wake up every day we can be different if we really want....


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